I love my little boy! He is getting so big (over 17 lbs)! There is nothing better than being a mom! When I look at Ryan I'm reminded of how much I have, and how grateful I should be. Sometimes when I'm holding him I think of babies who don't have as much. It is such hard work taking care of a new baby, but my secret wish is to have/hold, and rescue, all of the babies that need love and care - especially all of the babies in Haiti right now.